Heartfelt emotions

Sometimes people will change in a short span of time.

they will forget what you meant to them. 

they will forget what they spoke and the way they spoke.

they will treat you like strangers.

they will be too lazy to reply even to your simple ' how are you?'

you wouldn't mind if a stranger doesn't reply to you but you would definitely feel hurt when a person who was very close ignores you.

they will avoid replying to your questions.

they will start ignoring you completely.

soon, they will tell you that they don't even know you. 

every time they ignore you, thousands of thoughts will be running over you mind. the negative side of  your mind will tell you that they don't want you in their life and will ask you to throw them out but the positive side will try to convince you with some reason and will ask you not to hate them. stuck between these two opinions, you will be confused. you will feel hurt and depressed. you will feel a heaviness floating in your heart. you would start thinking about them every time you see them refresh their Facebook status. 
you will ask them to reply you once or twice but your ego will refrain you from asking them another time to reply. but you would feel so depressed that you would shoot down your ego and would ask them. but you will end up being more hurt after knowing that they don't miss you even a bit!!.... you will remember the times when they told you that they missed you even when you were invisible for a day..... after many attempts they will reply with a single word and immediately end the conversation with a single word 'bye'. 
you would wonder whether they will ever be back to their normal self. at the same time you will try to forget them and move on in your life but that's not easy!!..... you would be afraid that they wont remember you and they will be none to you. you will wonder if you would ever see them talking sweetly once again.
you would miss those beautiful days. you would miss those days when you used to jump with joy when they speak to you!!....

when they read this post they will say its all 'rubbish'.... i can guarantee that you will get this answer from them.

because they wont realize these things

they are ignorant and they wont feel these things!!

this is life...

from this, learn an important lesson.

please don't do this to others as you know how it feels

the person who did this to you may lack feelings.... they may be heartless and rude!!...

they may be insensitive, cruel and inhuman!!

but you can try to be a human

you can try not to hurt others

because you know how it feels to be hurt

i can churn out more feelings from my heart but if i do, then i cant sleep today!!

because i have already lost many nights of sleep thinking about the same!!....

please do not ask me why i have written this article line by line , point by point!!

but please say whether what i told was true or not!!....

because only the person who was hurt can understand a hurt person's feeling.

feedback's are welcome!!......

There is so much to worry about!!

People complain about small issues..... some people complain that they don't have a Rolls Royce, while others complain that they don't know many celebs personally . according to me, these people live in a artificial world. a world they have created on their own and have labeled it as elite. this world is neither elite nor real!.. its a virtual world. if you drop a billionaire in an African forest, neither his 3g connection will work nor will the elephants and other wild beast respect his wealth!!.... i doubt whether he will survive for even a single day in such harsh conditions. but i am not speaking about the art of survival. i am speaking about his so called worthiness and his elite status. people party daily so that they will become popular in that party circle and that they can join the so called elite group of people. they booze till 4am and wake up at 1pm to again start planning for the next party which they can attend. will they achieve anything in life by doing this?? whom do you want to prove that you are famous? for whom do you want to prove that you are a celeb?? .. there is something called spiritual well being and spiritual satisfaction which everyone forget. they forget the basic ethics which everyone must oblige. i had read in bhagawat-gita that a person who thinks life is all about eating,sleeping and mating is just a beast!!.. what is the difference between a man and a beast if both of them follow the same routine and same principle?? even a cow ensures that it does its best in helping the society. but how does you action benefit the society? how does you action benefit the nature? since we are born as humans we must achieve something. but its not about winning Bharat Ratna or 100 Filmfare awards. its about serving the man kind. its about how much you help others!!
many years ago i saw a poster in railway station which said ' a man was complaining that he did not have a pair of shoes until he saw a man with no legs!!' actually this is life. we worry that we dont have clothing of a particular brand. but if we realize how people suffer in this world, we wont even dream of buying that brand again. i am not saying that we should not desire wealth. but i want to say that we must know our priorities. we must have a sense of satisfaction!!.... its very difficult to satisfy a materialistic man. he keeps asking for more every minute and its difficulty to be happy without attaining satisfaction. there is so much in life to worry about. so lets not waste time and energy for small and unwanted things!!... lets just think that time will definitely come for us to enjoy the things we desire so we must avoid wasting time going in search of it. we should stop worrying about it. there are so many examples which i can quote to illustrate the instances where we pause our life worrying about small things, this forgetting the bigger things which lie before us!!... lets leave all our worries to our destiny and start enjoying our life in a worthy way!!....


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In my hands.............

"I didn't do any thing when the situation was under my control
I couldn't do anything when the situation was out of my control''


But if the same situation arises again, i don't know whether i would keep it under my control. We realize the importance of thing only after it goes out of our reach. If the same thing comes back to us, though we may give more importance to it, its unlikely that we would act very differently.

During my crucial exams i always thought that there were many days to prepare. of course, the days ran like swiftly like a stream without letting us notice it. depressed was the only word that could describe me after the results emerged. ' i could have worked hard ', 'i could have read from day 1', i could have.....' ran in my mind. but when my mom told me that i things could worsen if i did not study and warned me of low marks, i never bothered. but i never wronged myself. because accepting the blame would make me guilty, and i never wished to be guilty!!..... 

But my non acceptance of my mistakes wouldn't give me a clean chit. my conscience knows very well that i had 100% control over my time and my dedication of time to studies was purely at my own will. i know that 
I didn't do any thing when the situation was under my control
I couldn't do anything when the situation was out of my control. i can put the blame on cricket world cup which made me sit in front of the TV but i preferred to blame my interest in cricket. if i there was no cricket or if i had chosen not to watch cricket, i could have got one of the highest marks. but that doesn't matter!!.... the words 'could have' doesn't matter.... because the words ' i did not' has more significance......

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Can we follow Guatemala's policy??

Follow Guatemala's presidential election policy!!Do you know one this one thing for which Guatemala is know for??The relatives of the prime minister can't be elected as a prime minister.This is a vibrant policy which must be adopted in the Indian constitution as well.relatives of prime minister have to be barred from contesting the polls. There is every possibility that the relatives of the pm in power will make use of his name to win the polls effortlessly.the more serious reason is that every citizen of india must be given a chance to be elected and standing against the relative of a prime minister would be like trying to find a small iron pin lost in the ocean.it would also be a great threat to that person. Let us not forget that the candidate will also learn all the techniques from his father or mother who was the pm on how to make money without being caught.of course experience counts!!... Had this law been incorporated during the formation of the Indian government our political history would have been more constructive and liberal.... We would have no indira gandhi or rajiv gandhi and sonia and rahul world not be dreaming about acquiring the pm chair.i know that sonia was supposed to become the pm but she made mammohan the pm as she was opposed by other parties due to her foreign origin. Indian dynastic politics has become a personal affair. It has made politics out of reach for the common man and it has become something 'affordable' only to the rich and the influential. If a poor man wins a seat,do you think he is the one who takes care of the administration??certainly not. A person need to be experienced,mature,smart as well as educated to rule the country. The person who does not possess these qualities will just act as a puppet and will faithfully resign when his original controller gets him into any trouble. I dont find it strange when maharashtra cm resigned immediately when he was caught though my description of a poor man doesn't suit him. But this can also explore a possibility of the rich and the educated to be exploited by the party. This also shows why karnataka cm did not resign when he was caught in scams.he was the boss in karnataka politics and the central bjp leadership did not have any power to ask him to resign as he was the one who mainly built bjp in karnataka along with others. He was not a puppet. He was not someone who was sent by the leadership to stand for election. He only stood as cm by his own choice. You also cannot ask someone like Tamil Nadu cm to resign. Even if he does,he will install a puppet and control him. But maha cm cannot do this as i assume that he himself must have been a puppet of the cong leadership. Getting back to the subject of the dynasty politics, an elite impression was built upon the nehru-gandhi family and no one could raise their hands against them.if she had launched the blue star operation at this time,she would have been thrown out of the seat by all the citizens of india who would have backed the sikhs. But at that time something like dictatorship was unleashed which might have forced her body guards to assassinate her. But i am just recalling that incident. If i comment anything against that family,i know that i will invite trouble and mainly i dont not have much knowledge about this episode and whatever i mentioned is hypothetical and god knows what would be the reaction of the ppl during turbulent times in the country.it would have been a true test to the unity of the nation which is threatened frequently by politicians. I remember many old people telling me that indira was a dictator during the emergency but Thanks to the high impression that ppl have upon the indira gandhi family, no one can err their ways. But remember that these ppl do not have anything to do with the mahatma since they share the same surname. Even the bofors scam could not dent rajiv's image deeply. Journalist gurumurthy had listed out how rajiv had benefitted from all the scams but people will develop sympathy for him as he is not alive. Then why don't they be sympathetic towards Hitler,who built his country well and ensured its promotion as a global superpower.but that cannot happen as hitler,though was a great builder of his country's infrastructure,failed miserably as a human being. His atrocities against jews cannot be forgotten.but in case of rajiv,people worship him as a great prime minister. So its almost impossible to penetrate into the nehru's fort. Even a brahmos missile cannot break his fort due to strong feelings about him transferred from the text books to the  students!!....was nehru the only lover of children??...or was he the only person who publicly exhibited the love for children??...i feel patriots like bhagat singh and chandashekar azad deserved more importance than nehru!!..they gave up their lives for india but nehru only gave up the northern region to china and pakistan for his chair...whatever happens, i don't want to be condemned for writing this. I cant rule that out since his family is in power!!..as i have told before,congress will support arundati's anti India speech but not my anti nehru speech. i cant say its anti nehru as I am only speaking the truth and what i felt.after all its just my opinion,thats all!!There are lot of freedom fighters after whom we can name various projects and i don't find any reason why rajiv and indira are always chosen to be named after. i hope that the real heroes who ensured India's independence will get their due credit!! netaji subash chandra bose had told that he would give us freedom and he was progressing very well with his Indian National Army [INA] but unfortunately he died in a plane crash. if he was alive then probably he would have become the prime minister and would have ensured a more dynamic future for india. but we have to wake up atleast now!! recently the democracy emerged victorious with anna hazare's fast but i hope that india will emerge victorious with better politicians in the future


blaze 

Fans In Action

Fans in Action 


Everybody watch films. But everyone is not film-crazy. I have a group of friends who give up anything to watch their favorite hero in action. They settle for none other than a show on the first day of the film’s release. I wonder what makes them so crazy about films. They are meant to be stress busters. Aren’t they?? But for few hard core fans, they are something more than stress busters. They are more than a time pass. Watching films is their passion and that is the reason they were born. This may sound very silly to you. Even I felt the same when I too heard about it. But the craziness of the fan can be witnessed during the release a film, during their hero’s marriage or when their hero passes away. You can see fans pouring milk over the cutout of their hero during the film release. Fans expose the vandals hidden in them when their favorite passes away. Buses burnt, glass facades stoned, roads blocked and to name a few atrocities. Few fans even try to immolate themselves. I was really surprised by their attitude. 


When a scientist who contributes a lot to the nation passes away, nobody bothers to take a note of it. But when a film star who burnt a hole in the pocket of the masses dies, people go berserk.
I tried asking a fan the reason behind their madness. He just replied “that star is a member of my family”. I couldn’t argue with that fan. I was left in amusement. People tent to imitate the actions of their star in every way [minus the good deeds he does]. They think that it is an achievement. Of course, it is not easy to mimic someone!!....
But I’d appreciate their generosity. They don’t mind spending all their hard earned money on watching films. But I accept that I need to become a psychologist to understand the psyche of the crazy fans. All my investigations left me bewildered. I can learn the science of film making but I guess I can never learn the reason behind a fan’s madness!!
 


blaze  

Bangalore

 

 

Bangalore

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Spirituality vs Atheism

People practice various religions. Let it be Hinduism,Christianity,Islam or Judaism,all of them believe in god. Though their way of worship is different and their ideologies differ they all surrender to the supreme. But there is always an exception in everything. Here the exception is a set of non believers called atheists. They also criticise various practices followed by the believers. Though most of them are invisible,some of them dare to insult the believers for their own gain. But frankly speaking,atheism can be dubbed as an experience. I don't remember many people born as an atheist.its generally a single generation phenomenon. It is ironical to find that some of the atheist's children are staunch believers in god. They ensure that they do everything that their father had bullied about.But there is an atheist in many of us. But its not dominant. Even if it may be dominant over faith for a small period of time,its fades away as the position of that person returns to normal. Remember the time when you were in desperate need of help. The time of sufferings when your prayer fell on deaf ears,many of us would have told that there exist none called god,if he was really existed he would have helped us and he will never go soft on politicians who cheat crores of people and live without problems. But when we get adequate attention and our mental position returns to normal we tend to change the statement by saying that politicians will be punished in hell or their time will come soon if not now. But few people who never recover from that position will forever remain an atheist and others' indisputable faith in the almighty would fuel their atheism. But many of today's atheist are believers in god and they keep their atheism tag for political gain... According to me atheism is a personal feeling and they must not try to spread it to others. The best example for people who practice atheism for political gains may be periyar who earned the wrath of the believers when he garlanded many idols with slippers which can be called as atrocity. He had no rights to do such a thing in this world of believers. If he was an atheist he must be content with his belief and can speak anything inside his circle but cannot take it to the streets. His name itself had the word Rama and swami[meaning :god]... But he earned lot of fame for his atrocities.... But for now we say,god will look after those ppl when their time comes!!but all we know is their image from outside. Who knows?such extremists could also be a believes inside. But few people will mistake between superstition and faith. But now must understand that all the believes don't indulge in superstition. There is no reliable definition for superstition.Because what you may consider as superstition may sound practical for me and viceversa. The most volatile subject in this world is faith. Just few words against a faith may evoke several generation to spill blood. That's what happening in this world...............


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We The "Cattle class!!"

We the cattle class............

"When it comes to buying tickets at Chinnaswami stadium, even businessmen must stand with the holy cows.
But mayor and co wants to increase the co 2 in the atmosphere!!"


We still remember shashi's comments about cattle class. Of course ministers like him traveled in airways with the tax money paid by the cowboys and of course the money comes from the holy cows.remember i told ministers like shashi. I did not mention shashi and now he cant debate with me;). Maybe i will have to introduce a paradox like Shakespeare after every sentence. Are you wondering why i am talking about this episode in the topic about time Bangalore ticket fiasco? Yeah,there are connections between these two. The same cattle class were beaten black and blue but excuse me if the rich were among the laticharged. I read in the newspaper that senior businessmen and ppl working with mnc's have also suffered the same fate but still i prefer to call them cattle class:). Because the ordeal they went through were actually characteristic of the cattle class.but i wont say that those business men were laticharged because the policemen told those waiting in the queue that they would provide the tickets if they paid five times the amount for which the tickets are being sold. Will they miss this golden opportunity to make some fast bucks?if no,then even those businessmen wont miss this golden opportunity to buy tickets without wasting their time by standing in the queue. Remember these ppl avoid the cheaper products available at places like bigbazar to settle for a costlier price tag at the retail shops just for the personalized attention they get and to avoid being treated like servants. But the main point i wanted to raise here is about thousands of ticket reserved for the mayor and his big family of corporators. Last time i saw the corporator of my area was during the elections. He even gave his number which became out of reach after he won the election. I did not even see that guy pass by my lane which is a main link road between two prime commercial areas. Almost thousands of ppl pass by this road everyday and we have seen hundreds of minor accidents and these wont bother the corporator who can be seen smoking near a bakery few kilometers away from my house. If you see that chap there,you wont feel like calling him a corporator.you would rather call him a cable boy!!....And i wonder what these ppl will do for five years without even visiting their constituency. If he is a chief minister,i can understand that he will be too busy but what for a corporator to visit his area??but the mayor of bangalore is threatening anil kumble that if they are not given free passes, they would impose tax on Karnataka Cricket Association[KCA]. Then cant we call this as bribery?? Bribing mayor with passes to avoid taxes??if we let small children watch Cricket match,it would inspire them but if we let politicians watch it only the CO 2 content in the atmosphere will increase. What did they achieve to get free passes? What rights do they have to demand free passes? By the way are they not cheating public by not collecting taxes from the rich cricket bodies to feed the poor?they just lack ethics.........
but just before i finished this note, corporators, this time have demanded 700 passes and tickets this time for India vs Ireland cricket match at Bangalore!! So Indians!! don't bother if the finals don't happen at your place. because you cant watch it anyway....lets go back to our TV sets and if you cant i will be glad to gift you a tub of fevicol to glue yourself yo yout TV set!!....


blaze

Mentality Decides!!

Mentality Decides!!............





India will become a superpower very soon but it will take many decades to become a fully developed country. Its because the country doesn't need any strict policies or laws but a change in the mentality of the people. For everything from corruption to inefficiency,only the people are to be blamed. Most of the Indians are trained to work well only under a able supervisor. Due to the lack of an honest supervisor,the politicians are just swimming in the people's money. Till now i used to think that we must bring forth the problems in our government to the people so that the people will know the truth and they would vote for a different person so that our country would become a developed one. But recently after reading the comments in tv and newspaper,i understood that the people are well aware of all there problems but they lack patriotism.They lack a proper vision. Everyone wants to come up by pushing others down.people are only interested in their personal welfare and no one wishes good for the country.i feel ashamed that people still vote for the corrupt just because they are from their own cast!! If they want to be punished by a politician of their own cast,let them but why punish others by voting for them??i have discussed in my previous posts and in various editorials that the meaning of secular has been misunderstood by everyone. Just go to America or Australia.just see the way the people care for their country!! But i wont completely blame the people alone. We need a change in the mentality of the people.they need good primary and secondary education which consists of moral values. But this wont materialize until we have good teachers. When the teacher himself doesn't respect the students,will the students respect their juniors?? It depends upon the way their parents had brought them up. But you can find children of nri's who don't even know the local language speaking the dirty local slang??how is this possible? The busy nri's leave their kids at the local day care center. They children are exposed to the day care center's teachers and students more than their own parents. This is the age when the clay is still wet and flexible. Because of incompetent teachers and children who hail from various family background,the kids of nri's too get spoiled and end up using the foul words on their own parents. In India everything would be set alright if the parents take initiative to educate their wards morally rather than sending their primary kids to iit training. Moral education in school is almost useless as it is not given much importance. It is taken by a new teacher or a trainee.it doesn't carry marks. It gives you a grade. No kid is interested in grades. They only show interest in increasing their marks. Good schools are the need of the hour and the classmates must be reformed. 
Regarding the recent news of various scams, the people will definitely rethink their choice of politicians but that would not make a huge impact. for example lets take TN. Though the whole country is aware of its chief minister's ill deeds, he is busy with 'save Raja' campaign. when CBI raided his television company, DMK workers were protesting the raids. tomorrow don't be surprised if people start protesting the arrest of thieves. of course even the politicians are thieves with political backing. I heard that CBI warned these chaps hours before the raids so that they can keep their documents safely. the opposition was correct in saying that these raids are mere eye-wash. Many days back i heard in a TV channel that all the documents relating to 2g scam were burnt in a hill station town in TN. well, these things will make only the educated class of people think. only the educated people will condemn these kind of things. but i would not be surprised if the same DMK comes back to power. they have promised more color tv's and other welfare schemes. i don't understand why those schemes, free houses etc must carry the image of their chief minister!! after all its the people's money!! people are not interested in the general welfare of the state and the country. they only see what they benefit from those elections and they fail to understand that they are digging their own grave. of they wish to do that, we cant help. we can only wait for the next generation to realize what the current generation fail to do. by the way, just imagine the amount of money the politicians would have eaten in the free tv scheme!! and the free houses program!!..... political critic Mr.Cho had said that the TN government is eating a lot of money from its populist schemes!!..... they have a scheme which covers all the health expenses of the poor and the government is faking records to benefit from these schemes!! the congress party has swindled more than 50,000 crore form the north east frontier!!... do you think the congress high command did not know anything about cwg scam or the 2g scam until the news channels told about it??..... i think they would have been given their share to keep quite.... its difficult to say whether the ministers gave the part its share or the party gave the ministers their share!!.... i am not saying anything new.... everyone know this but no one can do anything.... due to the 'lack of evidence'.... but i am happy that, at least the almighty will act on these culprits irrespective of what the supreme count would rule!! and punish them in the right way. when we cant hope anything from our people or the law and order system of the country, we have to maintain hope only in the almighty!!......



 blaze




for more information about political matters :: refer the previous post :: India deserves Democracy. 

India deserves Democracy!!

India deserves democracy!! For the namesake, india is the largest democracy!!but in practice its dictatorship under democracy in india. Sounds strange?it may...but thats the truth. People are covered with a blanket that prevents them from accessing truth. With the help of various agencies and media,you can bring out the truth but the powerful will ensure that you wont live long.whats more??even police would help them!! If you really want to argue that india is a democracy then just go and bring out the dirty truth about your local politician and you would have it from them.powerful organizations like cbi is controlled by the ruling government. They can change the script!! Just imagine that there is a thief roaming in your area and If you keep giving him a clue that the police are going to catch him,wont he go and hide somewhere?? the same way,even after the news channels brought out the matter of 2g scam it took more than a year for the government to take real action on the culprits.by this time, the scamsters would be smart enough to clear all the evidences. Democracy means 'by the people,of the people and for the people' but here its not a government 'by the people' and 'of the people'.people are treated like humans only before the elections.and the common man does not interfere in the government matters. It cannot become the government 'for the people'as its a government for the rich and the powerful. government is still protecting the people who have swiss bank accounts.our government lies that the accounts are inaccessible but the truth is they are very much accessible.even the swiss authorities have said that they are co operating with our government.but the govt is not interested in getting the money back. As mr.cho and mr.gurumurthy said in a program,there are bank accounts in the name of sonia gandhi,rahul gandhi and that even rajiv had one. Its also clear that all the politicians would be having an account. When they themselves have accounts,will they reveal it?will they dig their own grave?i don't think they would do that.Indians have about 1.3 trillion dollars in swiss banks. This money can make India better that USA in both defense and infrastructure but the power people have in usa cannot be dreamt of in india until and unless the politicians stop behaving like feudal lords. Most of the murders are committed by politicians for their own gains and they are the biggest robbers and its an old news for us. Anyway all their sins are forgotten if they give you free TV's or waive farmers' loans. Maybe farmers dare to commit suicide, But educated middle class people who face harassment from money lenders and banks for the repayment of loans are matured enough to chose suffering over suicide. Because they know that even if they commit suicide,the govt wont do anything for them and with their family losing the sole breadwinner they are bound to increase their sufferings. The middle class is the most affected lot in India. I hope things change for the silenced lot in India. The main reason for India's 'developing county' status is democracy. Because, only the loopholes in democracy are put to use in India. If India had been ruled by a strong willed person like SC Bose or any revolutionary for whom nation was above everything, India would have attained superpower long back. I can call it as inefficient implementation of democracy. But thanks to press power, we are reclaiming democratic ideals but beware of paid news!!

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